so wierd

its so wierd to think that in 2 days ill sleep in my own bed. and eat bagels. and drive my car. omgggg. it seems like a lifetime ago. I think its goingto be so wierd to come home again, and then especially to leave again to come back to norway. ÅHG sooo wared. but OMG BAGELS! and DRIVING! i am not sure ill want to leave again after i get to drive my car and such, but i know i have to. And i dont think id be able to live without tristan. id die. no joke. I have no idea what Ill do next year when I dont have him there with me every day. Hes such a big part of my life that i just cant imagine it, you know. But im super excited to see my puppy again, and such. but its so wierd.