Two Down Days

Today sucks as much as yesterday. Something really funny is up and its irritating. I feel like I'm not being the whole thing about certain topics. I feel like people are hiding things from me like they dont trust me. Why are my parents talking about me without talking to me? If it concerns me, I think I should be included in the conversations. I feel lost right now. I dont know my place. Im just so lost. Im drowing in confusion.